SEEKING THE LIGHT

Assalamu'alaikum,

alhamdulillah, I am still alive so do you, until this moment we are given the chances to improve ourselves.
I have always try to strive to be a better servant of Allah s.w.t

     I just read a book named "life is an open secret" by zabrina A. bakar

good for leisure reading, yet contains valuable secrets for those who want to delve deeper
in their life.

    One of the topic that interest me is that " would I marry me?"
it is a self improvement method that seems to be lame, but effective.
would I marry the present me? I can say, possibly or probably but not definitely. There are too mush things I need to improve and mend. Like being more responsible, and more diligent.

back to the point:

There are absolutely ways to reach sincerity, we just have to struggle more to find it. I am very positive that, when we see no way out, when there is no more road to pave, if we try, and never give up, impossible will turn to be possible. Life is like a puzzle, need effort and hard work to  finish it up. When we see the bigger picture, we will be more confidence and certain in our decisions.

We need first to monitor our heart when we so something. If we intend to speak to be boastful, immediately stop talking. Check how our heart feels with each action that we do. It can distinguish between what is right and wrong. Sometime, the heart is blackened by the sins and thus unable to recognize anything no more. Ask Allah for a new heart when reciting Al-Qur'an do not tranquil it, or Solat cannot make it peaceful.

We can avoid showing off, but does it mean we have being sincere?
for sincere contain nothing else but for the sake of our Lord.
But we are humans, our action are enforced by the benefit that we recive.
That why, it is ok if we do good for