sometimes, i think too much until i cant even speak or write because each word must be flawless, not contradicting with my knowledge, and elaborated. Even when people talking i will feel unease when the wording clearly can give different meaning then they intend to, but at the same time i did understand the message. This is who i am. Its not somethng bad or good. Just like having a heart that inclines to kibr. When our heart is decreed to incline towards the feeling of self sufficient. It not necessarily somethng bad. Why? Because i see it as a trial. The heart is not easily controlled. Thats why, the decision and the action will determine wether its bad or good. If u try nothng and accept it, it will be bad.if you fight it insyallah, it will be good. We can categorize it as a kind of patience. Ibnu qayyim said that, patience in refraining one self from doing prohibited acts seated at a higher degree if compared to
Patience when calamity strikes.i.e death of family member.the reason behind this is that, in the second case a human have no choice but to stay patience so that he can move forward in this life.its largely for the sake of things that he can see that is life in this world and himself. As for the first case. A human stays being patience, even though it wouldnt effect his wordly affair. This indicate that he believes in the hereafter much more. Thus, the intention is majorly for the life that is unseen by the naked eye.other than that, this also mean he is open to choice to be patience or not. This is my very own explaination. Thus, we shouldnt feel sad for the whims that fleeting in our mind as long as we do nt materialize it into reality.
7 years ago