SEEKING THE LIGHT

Assalamu'alaikum,

alhamdulillah, I am still alive so do you, until this moment we are given the chances to improve ourselves.
I have always try to strive to be a better servant of Allah s.w.t

     I just read a book named "life is an open secret" by zabrina A. bakar

good for leisure reading, yet contains valuable secrets for those who want to delve deeper
in their life.

    One of the topic that interest me is that " would I marry me?"
it is a self improvement method that seems to be lame, but effective.
would I marry the present me? I can say, possibly or probably but not definitely. There are too mush things I need to improve and mend. Like being more responsible, and more diligent.

back to the point:

There are absolutely ways to reach sincerity, we just have to struggle more to find it. I am very positive that, when we see no way out, when there is no more road to pave, if we try, and never give up, impossible will turn to be possible. Life is like a puzzle, need effort and hard work to  finish it up. When we see the bigger picture, we will be more confidence and certain in our decisions.

We need first to monitor our heart when we so something. If we intend to speak to be boastful, immediately stop talking. Check how our heart feels with each action that we do. It can distinguish between what is right and wrong. Sometime, the heart is blackened by the sins and thus unable to recognize anything no more. Ask Allah for a new heart when reciting Al-Qur'an do not tranquil it, or Solat cannot make it peaceful.

We can avoid showing off, but does it mean we have being sincere?
for sincere contain nothing else but for the sake of our Lord.
But we are humans, our action are enforced by the benefit that we recive.
That why, it is ok if we do good for

tis is just wat i believe, so its not like tis the truth but 4 me tis is how i understand the world:

come along with us into this world, personality that make who we are regardless it is bad or good. Most of it nurtured by environment or merely passed down by our parents and inscribled in the genes. Bad tempered, impatience, ill mannered, kind hearted, forgiver, polite, and many more. Or maybe some of us even have the tendency or urge to do something wicked like killing, shoplifting or indecent act. These whims that lead to shameful and sinful act, i believe is a trial. The greatest war is within the human to fight himself, a ceaseless battle. Being born evil doesnt mean we have to stay being evil.(every child is pure from any contaimination) We are free to choose our own path.